I’ve sat here for hours thinking of the reasons why I love you and there is so many just like ours nights we spend together when are legs are locked with each others keeps me going cooking your breakfast and seeing your smile in the morning makes everything on this planet worth it I know you don’t like how you look of a morning but I swear its the most raw beautiful thing I could wake up to especially when you eyes are sleepy and your voice is deeper than ocean we’ve never swam in together When we were apart I thought about you everyday and my stomach tied itself in knots when I thought about you kissing my head or the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice you I see you everyday in a light that reflect off of nothing but yourself and its like your presence is godly in the eyes of someone who doesn’t believe in such things I look at you and so many words want to gush out of my mouth like the salty water that people can’t swallow thats when I realise there isn’t enough meaning in twenty six letters to tell you how much I cherish you sometimes when we kiss I wish your lips could leave lasting imprints on mine so I know when I get bad that you exist and you are there for me as I am there for you I’ve always been sceptical about this idea of ‘home’ but now I think that I was never able to find it because I was never looking in the right places I hated the thought of being uprooted and planted somewhere strange but when you’re beside me I can see the foundations of a future being built and I know thats where I want my home to be wherever you are If I could I’d nestle myself in your bones and I’d stitch our hands together so we could always be touching and I would break my bones just to prove to you that I am here to stay with you other boys don't compare in the way I want to hold you when I’m sad I don’t want to speak I just want to sit with you and think about how lucky I am to have someone who appreciates every day as it comes you’re so refreshing and I love that you love me