I'm having trouble coming to terms with breathing. I don't feel like a person. I don't feel alive. I feel like I'm existing, to call it living is a joke. A vase without flowers, a kettle without tea, a starless beach without sand, and an empty wallet. Nobody wants to look at an empty vase. Nobody serves a kettle devoid of tea. A starless beach without sand is a barren place. And an empty wallet... nobody wants and empty wallet...