Is there a reason I'm like this?
Full of all this hatred and distress and anxiety?

Was it my genetic code
and all those chromosomes
and chemicals
That made me sad and bitter and distant?

Was it my upbringing
and absent father
and forgetful mother
That turned me into this useless being?

Was it my self-perception
and distorted views of my body
and my mind
That created this monster?

Was it fate that made my heart so cold
and my future bleak
and my relationships crumble?

Did I do this to myself?
Was it my fault?