I notice you always point your finger, and you find it hard to trust.  Maybe, you need to look inside, and get rid of all your lust.
You have a habit of judging, only to clear your name.  Remember, people are not perfect; help share in some of the blame.
It's important, to build up your self esteem.  Perhaps, having self confidence will prevent you from being so mean.
There are faithful people, they choose to live a life that's right.  In fact, they get angry, at the people who are out to fight.
A suspicious mind can ruin your health, thinking what you should not.  This is done on a daily basis, and something you do a lot.
You need to repent to that person, so God can cleanse you of that sin.  It will bring you a brand new life, and you'll find total Peace within.
By, Sandra Juanita Nailing