Unable to fully accept this defeat
Afraid to give in
And see the conceit
Written across everyone's face
They knew what would happen
They had foreseen my fate
They saw what had been blind to me
And now to give in
Is not what I need
I played the fool as I poured myself out
I relished in the lies
Without the slightest doubt
But they knew and I was warned
I did not heed their thoughts
I deflected the negativity
It was not what I sought
So its my fault, yes
I unfortunately admit
But it's still hard to give in
And impossible to forget