My sanity decreases with each passing day
My ability to operate is getting hard to say
The difficulty is growing with no end in sight
The demons are multiplying without a sliver of light
There's no way I can continue this charade
When I have only myself everything begins to fade
The terror of my situation rises as the tide
The blankness of my mind is scary deep inside
Without a way to receive some help
There is nothing to save me from all I have felt
I'm hiding myself from this surrendered world
My intuitions are contrasting to all I've been told
Should I believe in myself or the things said to me
Or continue alone - I strive to be free.