I have no friends, no real ones at least,
I'm bored, I was counting on you, where'd you go?

I want to scream, pull my hair out, I hate you,
don't touch me, stop flirting, you don't mean it,
you don't like me, no one really does,

I need to move, never staying in the same place, pack up and go, change things up,

I hate not having you,
I'm surrounded by fakes,
tear off the masks,
I stand out, raise my voice,
melting heart, I bury myself,

I need new but I want old,
I need change but I want it to be the same, I've lost you,
I've lost myself, slow, slower, gone,

I don't know where I am,
what I'm doing,
I want simple I get hard,

I don't care what you think,
I'm stronger, look at my face,
there's no tears, I hold it inside,
waiting to burst,

I hate this place, I hate my fake friends,
I hate not having
you,

I don't need sleep, I lye here,
no breath is coming out,
dark eyes staring at the white wall,
where are you?