jesus christ i am falling for someone who will never love
me back. I'll put my heart in his hands and clutch my
chest as he tears it into little pieces. fragments. he's
gonna reach into my ribcage and snap every bone
in half. when he kisses me, he will bite my
tongue till I bleed and beg him to stop.
everybody is terrified of pain but
you need that pain because of
those nights when you sit
on your bedroom floor
convinced that you
are dead
and
you are
numb and there's nothing
inside you. texts from him will
make you cry and picturing kissing his
lips, soft, slowly, will make you scream and
it'll hurt like hell but **** at least you'll feel something.