tired of your self pity. enough of your ****. better that you move on and accept it. your grave got deeper with the daisies. surround yourself in beauty and you'll start to see the ugliness that was. the blinders have to come off even if it takes a bat to the head. underestimating my ability to be true to you and you'll see the bloodshed in the streets. like blue and red in the city that truly never sleeps. take a train to chinatown and write a haiku have a profound thought and realize you're wasting your **** time on a fiend not a friend.