a new grip on reality, harsh and surreal. no choice when they call and ****** demons in your face. like the rorschach from another world. words unfamiliar, voices of concern, loss of ordinary desire. like a hot day in heaven, the sweat pours down the back of my neck; nerves. anxiety like woah. bottle it up and cork it for another day. message in a bottle like some childhood treat in the devil's playground. this consumes faster and faster; i feel it. warning signs gone unheeded like the bombing of the moon led to earthquakes, tsunamis, rogue waves. no life jacket.