So many things seem so crash down around me...
So many dreams never to be fulfilled.
So many promises that never should have been spoken...
My heart...for so many unknown reasons broken.
So close to being happy...
Yet so far from being content.
I have everything I wanted...
But it all means nothing in retrospect.
My dreams are shattered...
They lie bleeding dying on the ground.
As the rain falls...
My tears are crashing without a sound.
I lose my mind screaming...
An unbearable cry from somewhere deep inside..
No one notices...
I hold myself tight, no harm may come.
And the rain pours down...
It tells no one what I've done.
It whispers softly to my broken and beaten soul...
All is not lost, you will one day be whole.
My hot tears burning my face...
The cold rain lashing me with it's cold embrace.
And the lightning flashes across the sky...
My tears keep falling from my eyes...
And as I look down I can see-
My blood, my life leaving me.
And alone in the rain and the wind I breathe my last breath...
And finally---I give in.