i want to be able
to pour my heart and soul
into things that matter
to me.
i want to get over my
fear
of destruction
and allow beautiful things
to develop.
i don't want to be perfect.
**** perfection.
i am
the ******* ocean.
i swallow land masses whole
sink ships
and rise and fall with the moon.
i glitter with the light
of a thousand suns
and teem with the lives'
of billions of fascinating creatures.
i am gray
and opaque;
i am aquamarine
and translucent.
i am neither alive
nor dead.
i am a force
to be reckoned with.