She died last night What a terrible mess She was so beautiful Full of so much potential Nobody could see the sadness in her eyes She was good at hiding it Nobody knew she had addictions that controlled her life And as soon as she cut them loose There was only one choice She constantly talked about crossing over To discover another sense A possibility at a different life Suicide was constantly written on her lips or carved rather with a blunt razor blade Last night she died What a terrible mess She was so beautiful I hope she is at rest