I had high hopes
I was very confident
look where that got me.

I was blinded from what seemed perfect
I kept on reaching and reaching
for a world dream, one that led to nothingness

I was longing for something
one I never found
I kept on justifying my actions
which led to tears
Instead I satisfied my desires and found refuge in the wrong peers . A ll of those were my fears

I degraded myself
traded my pride
traded my dignity
I was treated as trash and didn't mind
I was used as some object of a game
I became part of some kinda cult
we all just seemed lame
but in the end....I was the one that Was played!!!