I want to feel you **** me again, This time just like you tried back then, I want to look you in your degenerating eyes, To search inside all your precious lies, The ones you were fed from youth, The ones you believed as your truth, I want to create your shattered reality, And drive you into cowardice insanity, I want to relive that desperate moment with you, I want to ignore the pain and feel what was true, I've released this relentless anger you inflicted, But I know somehow you will always be addicted, To the screams you heard on that delicate day, So I wish to perform again and to your dismay, No screams or pleas to stop the strain, No ******* from body to brain, Only stone cold eyes looking back at yours, As your soul becomes the one mine devours.
Years after the incident, I finally feel like I am strong enough that I could face the devil himself without even flinching. My pain will no longer be someone else's satisfaction.