I drown myself in those last words you gasps to me, everynight. But swim in the love you exposed to me. You saying goodbye kills me. You staying just throws more and more reasons at my chest to learn to jump again. It is 12:52 AM. Though time keeps going, the pain doesn't seem to pass. Everything I see is so real to me sadly. With you everything was dreamy and radical. Next time I'll be sure to listen, If there is a next time, I'll be sure to pay my due of all of the attention I never glanced at from you because I did not pay attention.