tired of loving an empty stomach but handcuffed to the feeling it brings me: i've lost the key and am tired of looking for it. trying to allow my scars to fade away but addicted to the stink of blood. sometimes i think i'm more stained with the smell of my salty blood than with the smell of my chain smoked cigarettes.
obs: trigger warning obs2: wrote this last year but couldn't think of a decent title so there you have a ****** one