I'm sinking into the abyss that is my heart and I'm finding things I never wanted to rediscover; scars, hatred, power, and the lack of. Melancholy melodies being strummed upon my untamed heart strings break me to pieces that I don't imagine I'll ever find. Nothing seems real anymore; not the tiny beating hearts softly slumbering in my wake, not the past mischievous patterns of intimacy, not even  any other emotion aside from the dark places I thought had been destroyed.
I am becoming a disaster. Words become... FRAGILE. Tears become... WORDS. And pain.... Pain becomes... AN ESCAPE. Such a long time without breaking this trend, one slip of the hand and....






Oops.