whatever happened to communication? i'm trying to speak to you wanting to get through to you and what do you do? ignore me. that hurts. maybe it isn't intentional, and i know i'm overly-emotional, but don't put me on the sidelines when i speak to you, not in the middle of a conversation i'm trying to have with you. when i'm trying to help you, trying to have you... i just feel so ignored. i just feel so... lonely when you don't speak to me. it's a lack of communication causing separation and it makes me feel like my life's wasted when all you do is forget me here. well... it's all i can do to say i love you and that i hope you come back, i really do, and i'm doing all that there is to do to get you here, to be closer to you. that's what i'm trying to do through this lack of communication.