There will come a point in life when you find out things you didn't know 'cause everyone keeps things hidden; locked them up behind vessel and bone to never be brought into light again until someone finds the key.
"I'm secretly a Satanist." "I'm secretly a Christian." "I secretly cut myself because you never listen." "I secretly don't like you." "I'm secretly a *****." "I secretly listen to what you say behind that closed wooden door." Everyone has secrets, and everybody lies, everybody gives someone pain, and everybody cries. Be careful what you wish for, be careful what you say one day you might regret it all, and you'll watch everything decay.