Funny Life is sometimes. Now life just seems Empty. Mysterious. Dead. Can life be dead? It seems to be more dead every day. I am full of questions I will probably never ask. No matter how much I want to. Honestly I want you. Do you really want me though? Me more than her? I can't see it. But I suppose I will continue to try. Try to see us happening. Try to see us lasting long enough to make this good. Will it? I wish I could see the future. Too bad I cannot, so I guess I'll have to try it. Being the curious person I am. This may even be fun while it lasts.