Move back. The halls will be yellow at the high school and the front office won’t have ever changed. The sixth-graders who paddled down the Little Miami will have remained the same.
The hammock will sit stagnant, waiting for that push, that shake and bake, that slap and tickle. A black lab rising up from the grave, smelly as all hell, will be there to greet you.
Ride a red-spray painted bike down deserted roads, the same mountain dew bottle trash, age-less hollerin’ neighbors; home-run derby crew.
Move back. Watch lonesome blues whittled away, and whispering softly, “it’s not you, it’s not you, it’s not you.”