There is this evil being out there;
in which is always preventing me from happiness.
It's soul purpose is to make sure I am feeling pain,
feeling sadness or agony.
Sometimes, I feel like the evil being has subsided, has left,
and I can finally be happy.
I feel like it has become part of my past;
that I can move on and finally,
feel the light in which happiness brings.
Then, it comes out of nowhere and strikes me
like a bolt of lightning to my heart.
Then I feel the sadness that I am apparently meant to feel.

And even though I am growing terribly SICK of this terrible thing
ruining everything for me
I always fight it
knowing that someday,
I will win.
I will beat the evil being.
And I can't wait for that day to come.