i'm not sure how to
form my own opinions
i see something one way
something says something the other
and i'm confused and befuddled
because i'm not sure what to say or think
and the idea changes before my eyes
people aren't as nice or sweet as they used to be
people aren't as bad as they used to be
that idea seems okay
that idea seems not okay
things are constantly changing
and maybe that's because people make
impressions of me
like walking in sand
their footprints are in my thoughts
leaving them there for me to inspect
and idea
and then form my own opinion
but i'm easy to doubt
and easy to conform to other peoples
ideals and likes and other suches
and most the time
i just remain quiet
because being liked is more comfortable
than being myself.