nobody understand me because i hold an umbrella when the sun comes out, my pupils could never settle out to the light because it would hurt my eyes like a lightning strike up close that came and went in slow motion, and you are like quick lightning bolts in a tiny droplet in my memories, but you are a boom of thunder that lasted longer than the seams that stayed together within myself, and i stayed in the warm comfort of your arms until i was eventually choked to death without realizing this was a recipe for disaster, escaping you is futile, you are an omnipresent ghost that will haunt me forevermore