sometimes I wish
my face was a little paler
my hair a little darker
my lips a little more defined
painted red like the poisoned apple
sometimes I wish I was drop dead gorgeous
that people would stop and stare
or double take
when I walk by
I want a face of pure perfection
of pure beauty
a flawless face, if you will
a look that can go from "I'm a total sweetheart" to "don't get in my way" in a matter of seconds
I want people to be intimidated when I look them in the eye
I want to be the girl that you think is completely psychotic
but somehow
the girl you can't stop thinking about
and the girl that you can't help but fall in love with
even though you know nothing about her
not even her name
the girl who is a closed book
and locked with a key that you're absolutely dying to have
the girl you want to know every single thing about
bad habits and good habits
and everything in between