In my life I’ve learned that it is possible to love two—three things at the same time with the same intensity, such as I love coffee as much as I love books as I love cigarettes in the morning. That my vices and mischiefs are who I am, both the most beautiful and sad parts of me. I’ve learned that just like people are happy they are sad, and just as people live they die. That happiness and love are for everyone, but I’ve also learned that this world, and its horrors isn’t. I’ve learned that society isn’t a norm, and that human absolutism is not a thing. That you have to **** up to learn, as no one has ever fallen in love without being a little brave. I’ve learned that depression ***** you left and right, that it’s a real illness and that taking antidepressants doesn’t make me any less of a person. I’ve learned that embracing who you are is what makes you exquisite and endlessly fascinating. That life is an absurd infinity for all this togetherness and otherness.