how we must hurt to grow how we must be gettin old and early drink more and talk less urges to mutilate urges to disintegrate the body that's on loan from the parents
wanted to follow but the rain wouldn't let me the wake the commune and finally- the rest an abbreviated death as cold as I can make it so I can walk like Lazarus in a gray shadow of dawn
so I can surprise you as easily as I did myself so I could bring tea to your daylight window