Are human beings programmed to stay? "Beginning to end" could be programmed into a person's make-up but disregard of human design is detrimental to everyone around that human. For everyone involved, getting hurt is inevitable. Help is not on its way, instead you are left to fend for yourself. Just waking up could become impossible, killing yourself slowly through love or cigarettes or more drugs and alcohol than the city could handle. Nothing could ever open up the world of pain better than quarreling with your own demons. Reaching out for a hand that stops reaching for yours teaches self-harm better than underdeveloped scars ever could. Veins are paint trays begging to be opened, watered down with the x-ray's of splintered bones from the first hit. Your pain is inevitable, zipping with the force of unrequited love.