Can’t you see your beauty? That shines inside and out? Why do you stay blind? Why don’t you open your eyes?
Loved by everyone, yet you cannot love yourself. Why? You're wonderful the way you are. A masterpiece created with the finest paints. Your skin is the perfect canvas.
Adorned with beauty, yet you insist on marring it. You paint it with pain and desperation, angry slashes fill the canvas stained rain. You say, “It’s been a bad year.” your eyes on the floor. Don’t be ashamed, you're not alone anymore.
I used to paint to, I've been there before. I would paint onto my canvas anger and despair with a paint soaked brush—dripping red. My heart begins to tear, to think you’ve landed in the same darkness, where the light is difficult to see. Oblivious to those who love you—you are blind. Unaware of those who say they love you—you are deaf.
Relinquish your brush, and let yourself heal. Open your eyes and see the light in front of you—extending its hand. I will help you walk this road, paving the way with dreams of brighter days. Traveling to the land of hope and dreams, the land of safety and acceptance, the land where you can be free of your demons.
Everything will heal someday, the marks you made will continue to fade —until they are but silhouettes on a blank canvas. Your heart will heal, until the day you no longer paint with the colors of pain and sadness, but with shades of hope and joy. When you finally see that you are not alone. When you hear the cries of those who wept for you. When you feel the sorrow of those who prayed for you. When know the truth of those who said they loved you. I walked by your side, guided you when you could no longer see, and listened to you when you screamed and cried as you fought your inner demons. But now you must listen to me, my friend. There will be better days, hold your head up high and smile. The best has yet to come.
I wrote this for a friend who is going through some pain right now. I really hope she will find light in her darkness.