dear god baby,
just tell me you love me.
that's all i ask.
i repeat your name in my head for hours,
thinking about you until the sun goes down
in the east,
then comes up
in the west.
i can't deal with the way
you just sit there and
ignore my "i love you"'s.
it *****.
it really does, but i just put on a smile
to satisfy you.

{m.j.}