This winter has been the coldest
I sit here freezing while time passes by.
I ran after you, but you flew like the wind!
I spent my days searching,
Searching for what?
For something that wasn't there,
For something that I believed.
I lie to myself,
You had lied to me.
You made me believe,
And with eyes closed I jumped.
I'd follow you anywhere,
I trusted you,
I believed in you.
But it was so easy for you to walk away,
To go back to your old ways,
Back to her arms,
Keeping her warm,
Leaving me to freeze.
What can I say,
I got caught up in a dream, I,
I can't open my eyes. Wake me up,
Wake me up and tell me it's all over.
I am lost.
I am cold.
I miss your arms.
Your lips.
Your eyes.
Your laugh.
Your heart pounding against me.
Wake me up, I am freezing,
Let me move again.
I need to find myself again.
Do what you want,
Let me breathe again,
Be who you are,
Be what you want.
You're just the one who lost,
You lost what could have been great,
You lost the one that believed in you.
Believed how great you were,
One that loved YOU,
And everything about you,
The one that didn't want to change you.
It happened all so fast,
I fell hard,
I couldn't help it.
You were perfect,
You made it all seem… great.
But now you're back with her,
The perfect man that I once thought you were
You no longer are.
I could call you names,
I could hate you,
But I only wish you the best.
Because when you realize your mistake
It will all be too late.
Your lie,
Your fault,
Your regret,
Your lost,
Your mistake.
And it will all be too late.