How am I supposed to work on my posture when the bag on my back that contains my future is 15 pounds too much and is weighing me down. my bag is filled with all the things I need to succeed, mostly with books and pencils but hardly any mental stability How am I supposed to keep my head held high when they tell me to keep my nose down and my chin up, my eyes open and my mind shut. I can't keep my head up high because that's rude and because I'm supposed to yield to other people's opinions as if they were true How am I supposed to be strong when the strong get shut down and the weak is admired; strong is intimidating and weak is desired. my body aches from the lack of food because being too big is too bad and being too small is always too good Pale is beautiful and fair but tan, calloused hands are deemed ugly and bad. my skin is pale because I never leave the house, school ***** and people stare too much; my hands are calloused from all this writing because apparently expressing thoughts on paper is considered a type of knowledge