i know the truth i know what's going on everything is simple and i know we're not meant to be together when you said that you loved the smell of my hair or the way you looked right into my eyes while i was talking to someone else and the time when you told me about your dreams i know those were actually nothing i always knew these and tried to keep away from the truth just fooled myself i don't know why i stabbed the knife deeper into my heart when it was already half way inside that doesn't make sense at all why would anybody want to hurt themselves when they're already cut into small pieces? it never made sense to me... but i had already fell for you and hit the ground hard and when i fell down deep inside my heart i always wished that maybe things could get repaired..? and one day you'd give me a chance prove that distance could never come between us but insted you taught me that it was easy to not care i feel like things don't make sense in these days it has been 6 months and i haven't seen your face is it really that easy to forget about someone? i'm trying to figure that out i hope i can find my answers and sew my deepest cuts