In which the river flows fluids of Celestial pestilence Overcoming my flu of atrocity Thus far had been so strong Limping with chaos the shouting drowns out And I only hear the slightest drops of life While I only see blackness Dark spirit take unto my deepest sympathy Show merciless agony Overtake the bird chirp and whistle chant May I cry for thee But only for a while Then I shall go and make no love But go as preacher of false kind Go as nothing but myself Cry because it is myself That kills all birds and whistles