If i was to retake my actions am I to expect no reaction? If I was to live a lie is to allow my current reality to die Happiness may not be all of which I relies but I need the comfort this position provides I wouldn't want to live in some perfect life with the ideal 2.5 children and fair wife I may not like my choices of the past but I know this hardship won't forever last The results of our decisions you can see have rosen not perfect, but it is what I have chosen.