There are so many of us And when I met the first of us before I knew I was one of us I though "**** this person got the unluckiest thing ever" And I though I would help her and that would be that I was innocent and I thought this was an uncommon case And as I grew up became smarter I met more And more of us And we are not uncommon But we are all ****** up And I wish I could go back to being so innocent and ignorant And noq I know we are real And im one of us And I struggle As we all do But now we have two options We have jumped into a raging river And we can choose to float and enjoy the ride until we drown Enjoying sweet blissful pain Or we can swim and fight against the current Never give up and use everything we have to survive And its not easy If it were we wouldnt struggle But know this that you might hate yourself but you love others who are swimming with you And if they see you float they will be discouraged And they will float And sooner rather than later everyone will be floating Dying a sweet death But hating yourswlf even more because you let them float You said its ok to float So they listened and they died So know this you can float or swim I love the rest of us So I will swim because I hate myself but will not let the others die So float or swim Which is it