to be honest

I ****** up
I abused your trust
I went back to drugs
for some reason your love
just wasn't enough

I told you every secret
every skeleton in my closet
ever scream heard echo down the hall

an for what
for you to put down your wall
for me to rip into you
tear your heart to shreds
i abandoned you
left you
alone
cold

left you for dead

I told you about every suicide attempt
every girl I slept with
every time I gave in
i showed you the dark that lives within
i showed you my scars
and what each one of them meant

you trusted me
you looked up to me
you cherished me
and you loved me

after all that i left you with this
hey
did you hear
Travis is a potential suicide risk