I've been tapping my pen on my spiral trying to put words to emotion -- trying to explain a sensation so serene. I wanted to tell you, in clever woven words that when you touch my waist, my heart stops that I'm not ticklish, I just want you to hold me that your cold green eyes make me feel so warm. What I'm trying to say -- what I want to tell you is that I'll never be able to be sad with you around -- you wouldn't let me; that I can't think straight with you near and that's why I practice talking in my room. I want to be able to tell you these things in sophisticated metaphors and similes, but the only thing that comes to mind is you.