it feels like there is weight upon my shoulders, its starting to crack my determination that used to be as strong as a boulder. the world continues to crush me beneath its weight, im beginning to lack in strength. i feel something gripping my heart and squeeze, my personality and body is something it wants to seize. everything is falling apart, it is slowly crushing me and my heart. i feel so helpless as i try to fight, the darkness is overcoming the light. i feel abandoned, shattered and broken. work piles before me, smothering me. my relationship is falling into pieces, i dont know who he really is. im losing myself, i dont know my true self. responsibilities and life throw me around like a ball, i really want to escape it all. i want to die, i want to fly. the weight is killing me, i just want to be free. everything is falling apart in jagged shards, my sanity is crumbling like a house of cards. someone set me free, please? save me from the weight upon me