a.
you are first
because we had a great friendship
but i should have realized
that wasn't something
you cared enough about to preserve

b.
you really are ****** up
but i know that you would have laughed if i told you that
like you do to everything
i've never been so sad until i saw your scarred arms
but i wish you would realize
how amazing you are

c.
our hallway hugs
are meaningless
but i still care about you

d.
i remember how scared i was at the time
at the thought of losing you
but no matter how much you lied
it was worth it

e.
i guess we never really were friends
no matter how hard i tried
but thanks for the memories

f.
sixth grade was good
so was seventh
but from then on
things really just weren't the same

g.
im still waiting for you to apologize
and perhaps sometime
we can talk again

h.
i still remember you
from elementary school
i don't know where you are anymore
but i will never forget your name

i.
you once told me
to come to your house
in san francisco
you pointed your hands above your head
and said it had a pink roof

j.
i still call you my best friend
only because its been so long
but who knows what really is going on