Have you ever had everything right in front of you Then watched it get wrenched away from you as your fingers grip tight trying to hang on Leaving nothing but a black void in you Have you ever filled yourself with hate and depression Feeling of hopelessness and broken dreams The belief that everything is always going to turn against you, or leave you Have you ever stared at the dark sky wondering what keeps you going Wishing someone would take you away or end the searing pain inside you Wondering if anyone would even miss you or care Have you ever warn a fake smile so long you forget what a real one feels like Exhausting yourself trying to keep others from knowing how you feel Fearing that someone might see through your mask of darkness Fearing that someone might make you smile for real and then leave you Fearing that everything will start working out again just in time to all fall back apart Fearing that nothing is ever going to make you happy Fearing that no one is ever going to understand you or make you happy Have you ever felt like cutting yourself just so you didn't feel that deep empty pain if only for a moment Thinking why can't I just be happy Why can't everything just work out for me Have you ever thought tomorrow was going to be the day you ended your life long torment Feeling like you might take the razor a little deeper tomorrow Feeling like you have given it your all and you have nothing left Have you ever felt like you were all alone in your pain Like you had no one who could truly understand you Thinking you were just weak and pathetic Been to afraid to talk out of fear of what people would say or think Worried about how your friends or family would feel You are not alone You are not pathetic or weak You are not broken beyond repair Tomorrow doesn't need to be your last day You don't have to cut to make that pain go away You won't always lose everything even if it feels like You are not alone You are not forgotten or replaceable You can stand back on your feet You will get through everything even when it seems impossible You will be understood by the people who care about you You are not stupid for feeling depressed about any of it You are strong enough to keep pushing You will smile again and feel the joy of laughter You will look back at your life someday and be happy you didn't give up You need to let people in and talk You do need to express yourself because nobody can do it better You will never be judge by people who truly matter or care You can get through this