Thoughts racing through your mind
They won't stop
No beginning no end
No release no relief
Everything jumbling together

             Until you almost can't take it anymore.
             You clutch your head in pain,
Screaming,
             Everything is happening
             Yet to the onlooker, nothing is happening.

You want to give up, give in
To those awful thoughts in your head.
The nights full of crying,
Reaching out for any means of getting away.

However,
You won't let them win.
You try everything to ignore them,
Those voices telling you to end it all.
You can't let them win.

As time goes on, you still are
Looking for something, anything.
You don't know what.
But you still haven't let them win yet,
And you won't.