I wish you could behind see my wall of pain. Behind the mask of hurt I hide away. See my heart. See how I feel. I wish you could understand. I wish you would listen. Just give me a chance. I promise you won't be disappointed. Listen to my heart. Listen to my thoughts. Every day I disguise the real me. The girl who's hurting. The girl who just wants to be loved. The girl who needs someone to hear her cry and rescue her. Just one person is all I need. But you'll never see this side of me. It's too painful. Too gruesome. Too scary. So I'll just continue to put on a show.   I'll let you control my strings like a puppet. I mean, aren't we all just actors anyways?