I am a beast pacing in the night, desperately searching how to breathe. I scream at my windows, at the shadows on the rooftop. My eyes are bleeding tears of unending despair. The shadows in this room have shifted. My unworthy soul is aching so violently for you, for your sweet tenderness. Your distant voice destroys me in the midnight chill. You live deep behind my restless eyes. I write these words only to feel your nearness.