People seem to despise the fact that every time I think I open my eyes.....I seem to think clearly then...my perception isn't clouded by self doubt and current events..not another brain cell spent....see I like to be resourceful..I like to use what I've got...but again ill receive the same remorse from the usual lot...but that's ok..I ain't gotta be ashamed of who I'm am...I'm jack..not some TOWIE scam. I want be be myself you see.. See what I wanna be and not society planting those twisted ****** up seeds in the ground that is my  benevolence...covering with a different grain of dirt is irrelevant, as Oscar himself once said "be yourself, everyone else is taken" and by no stretch of the imagination was he ******* mistaken. Smash the twisted mirrors.