when all the emotions settle to the floor of my chest
it is then that i tire to take another breath
it feels like a chore to draw just one more
i had no idea that i had given you this power
and now, because of how i hurt you, how i did away with everything
how i had a hell of a way of showing that youve been a blessing to me and i love you
you cant even tell me what i am to you
but im **** sure not your friend
i wish i was
but friendship isnt currently an option
ill take what i can get
whatever that is
and right now thats silence again