You should know, everyday it's harder to breathe And I'd give up forever to see your face Because somewhere I came to the conclusion Without you it's not worth being awake Maybe I'm still too young to understand it Or maybe I just need to have a bit more faith But if you and I are so **** perfect together Then ask your God why He's taking you away I know, it's wrong for me to act like you're not hurting I guess it just feels as though I've been betrayed Because to me, genuine love is worth fighting for But you seem so willing to just throw it all away So this must be the part where I grow bitter In all fairness you did ask from me hate But you should know, that's not what keeps me up at night I can't sleep because you're so far away And did I mention when I said "I need you" I meant it with my heart and mind and strength And when I said that I would always love you I meant no matter what might come our way So you should know, although we're not together There is no life without you in my day California may get you for some time But tell that God of yours that I can wait
(c) September 10th, 2010 Moriah Jean
This is not to be confused, it's not that his God is not my God as well, it's just that we are not exactly on speaking terms right now.