Poetry appears as thin threads of smoke off the tip of a candle's burnt wik, as hot wax sticks to the hairs on the back of my hand while the blood of my pen is drawn across the page and my irritation is hidden behind a screen of fog; rain pounds, trying to break down these walls and today, I grab a lock of hair and pull but I don't wince, my mind has dissolved into absence for a moment and though I smile, the smoke in my eyes makes it impossible to hear.