being in the presence of a person who must know everything
is drastically different than being by myself,
because I want nothing more than to obliviously exist
to only know what I have to
I have a hard enough time processing what happened years ago
and it just amazes me that you, who has been through so much,
who has seen and done and survived all these things I can't even imagine
that you still ask questions. that you still don't hide from these things.
You make me feel like a coward with all of your questions
But you also make me realize that maybe
I should start hunting my own monsters actively
maybe I should ask more questions
and maybe the answer to your ever pressing question
of how oil and vinegar became such fast friends
is that we needed someone completely opposite
to keep ourselves afloat